Monday

April 10, 2017....


    I swear I don't know what I do during the night but I've hurt my neck again. I have pain when I turn my head to the right. It's gotten better through the day but still hurts right now.  I left work early because let's face it It was slow. we were working on 20 minutes between calls. I'm hoping that tomorrow is busier because otherwise it just drags on forever.
   J is on spring break so she's home this week. I don't have to drive to sugarhouse in the morning and I can come straight home which is really nice. I get home around 230 instead of 345-4. I like the extra minute although lately I don't do anything but read and watch greys anatomy. It should just be called greys addiction. I'll be through it soon and then maybe I'll get through out of my room and venture on to something else.
  Feeling very mondayish today and so Im not planning on cooking dinner. They can fend for themselves. We have leftovers if they care to look. I swear the leftovers just pile up until there is no room and then get thrown away. I should just throw them away to begin with. Or take them to the corner to the homeless people. They only want money though.
    I feel in a rut. I don't know how to get out of it. I am so lazy feeling yet I've started shaking again and I know I have to break down and go in to the Dr. but my insurance sucks and I don't have any money. My meds aren't right I'm sure but they need my blood to change it and I really need to talk to my Dr. about my other meds. grrrr why can't we all just be wealthy and able to take care of our health?
    The snow we got on Saturday night has completely melted and the flowers are bouncing back. My spring flowers bloom so early that they are already starting to die off. (my daffodils, and Hyacinths) I still have a couple more tulips to bloom and may pick up some more flowers. I think I'm going to do a lot of flowerpots this year, just to make the rest of the yard prettier than just my front  flowerbed. I don't have anything in the corner but I think Im gonna sprinkle wild flower seeds and see what grows in there. I also want to hang some plants or flowers from the fence so it brings some color to that side of the house.
    Every bit of improvement is good. I really want to get the side of the porch done to match the front side. We have the bushes there since we moved in but the other side is just dirt, weeds and the catbox. (or so he thinks.)
   Maybe if I can get the dirt part done with one check and then get the bushes with another. I'll have to get them bigger than the last ones so they are the same size as the ones we already have. I also need to fill that side with more soil because we are back down to sand. I am certain that's why they call this city Sandy. Because there is more sand than dirt no matter how much good soil you put down. The sand seems to eat it. With the weather getting better I'm excited to plan something for my yard. Im determined to get a flowery bush in the back corner by spike.  Last year I had one but it died before I could get it planted. Wont do that again.

Friday

March 31, 2017...




    Hello Friday. I got home to my love cleaning the house. I love that.  Made dinner, did some laundry and drank some wine. What a nice evening. I wish more Fridays were this great.
Everyone here is doing good.
     I still have a cold and I'm getting really tired of it. I would go in to the Dr. but I can't afford to.
I have to cover the deductible before they will pay anything and I just cant afford that. I haven't even been in to have my blood checked even though I was supposed to do that about a month and half ago. Just can't afford it.