July 30, 2016....
Bored out of my mind!!!! It's hotter than hades here in salt lake today. Felt like 100 first thing this morning. I've started laundry and cleaned up the kitchen. I've checked the garden for vegetables and picked what I could. Now I am bored out of my mind! T is still asleep on the couch and so I can't watch tv or hang in the front room.
We have plans this evening but not the rest of the day. We are bored, did I mention? J is with the donor so we don't have to watch her. The rest can deal with themselves since they are supposed to be adults lol.
When do we get to start worrying about us for a change instead of the grown up adults in our basement? What is wrong with todays generation that they think they are entitled to sit around playing video games and eating our food without ever having to work or earn anything for themselves. L went out and bought a drone for 1000 dollars just because, even though he owes his dad rent money. K spends all his money on video games and food, and B pays her insurance and buys her own stuff but wants my love to pay for her college. I haven't even finished paying for my own college.
I want to travel and save money for my future so I don't have to work forever. I want to be able to afford groceries and to pay my bills without all the stress and worry. Those adult children need to man up and start taking care of themselves. Tough love is coming up soon....
Saturday, July 30, 2016
Tuesday, July 19, 2016
Tuesday...
July 19, 2016..
Had another restless night. Tired of being exhausted yet wide awake and unable to sleep. I'm out of the anxiety meds that knock me out so I can't take those. Guess it's another thing to discuss with my Dr. I'm sure she has yet more pills to get rid of those twitches.
T has I guess decided to move to Oregon to be with his Dad. I'm happy and sad about it at the same time. I feel bad for K since he was going to be moving in with him but I hope he will be able to move in with his cousin when he comes back in March from the mission he's on now with the marines.
B leaves for school in about 4 weeks. It's gonna be weird with her gone I must say. L is still doing his thing in the basement of my house, atleast he's quiet and being respectful now though. Things seem to be settling down as the summer is gong along. I have not told my mom that T is leaving again, she is going to be so upset but at least he'll be with his dad this time and not on his own. Maybe they can help him see his worth and find something he enjoys doing so he can find a job. I hope it does him some good and leads him to happiness.
Our lives are about the same as far as the other 3 of us. Now if only I could get a job making decent money things would be even better. I would so love to be out of debt. I really would love to go to California on vacation next year. If we drove we could stop and see family in Vegas on our way and it wouldn't cost us for hotels. Dreams.....
Had another restless night. Tired of being exhausted yet wide awake and unable to sleep. I'm out of the anxiety meds that knock me out so I can't take those. Guess it's another thing to discuss with my Dr. I'm sure she has yet more pills to get rid of those twitches.
T has I guess decided to move to Oregon to be with his Dad. I'm happy and sad about it at the same time. I feel bad for K since he was going to be moving in with him but I hope he will be able to move in with his cousin when he comes back in March from the mission he's on now with the marines.
B leaves for school in about 4 weeks. It's gonna be weird with her gone I must say. L is still doing his thing in the basement of my house, atleast he's quiet and being respectful now though. Things seem to be settling down as the summer is gong along. I have not told my mom that T is leaving again, she is going to be so upset but at least he'll be with his dad this time and not on his own. Maybe they can help him see his worth and find something he enjoys doing so he can find a job. I hope it does him some good and leads him to happiness.
Our lives are about the same as far as the other 3 of us. Now if only I could get a job making decent money things would be even better. I would so love to be out of debt. I really would love to go to California on vacation next year. If we drove we could stop and see family in Vegas on our way and it wouldn't cost us for hotels. Dreams.....
Tuesday, July 12, 2016
Tuesday
July 12, 2016...
Been on vacation for the last 10 days and it has been wonderful. I haven't taken a vacation like that before where I'm just off for so long in a row. I think I will start doing that every year. Next year I would like to go somewhere else like California or something. I'm bored with camping and although the national parks are awesome I don't really know what it's like to take other types of vacations and I would like to see more of the world than just Utah wilderness.
My love and I had a wonderful trip and it was relaxing and wonderful to be with him for 10 days without interruptions and drama. It was good to see my family I haven't seen in forever and we had a good time.
Coming home was not so good, our door was left wide open for as far as we can tell atleast 2 days. My boys may have left it open but the one staying here also left it open and didn't feel the need to shut it coming and going leaving it wide open for anyone to steal what they want. Whatever not his problem.
Been feeling a bit of anxiety since we returned but I do love my home and was very excited to be back in it when we got here. T cleaned before he left for Idaho so everything but dishes looked good and I didn't have to spend the rest of the day cleaning it. It was nice.
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