Tuesday...

July 19, 2016..


    Had another restless night. Tired of being exhausted yet wide awake and unable to sleep.  I'm out of the anxiety meds that knock me out so I can't take those. Guess it's another thing to discuss with my Dr. I'm sure she has yet more pills to get rid of those twitches.
    T has I guess decided to move to Oregon to be with his Dad. I'm happy and sad about it at the same time. I feel bad for K since he was going to be moving in with him but I hope he will be able to move in with his cousin when he comes back in March from the mission he's on now with the marines.
   B leaves for school in about 4 weeks. It's gonna be weird with her gone I must say.  L is still doing his thing in the basement of my house, atleast he's quiet and being respectful now though.  Things seem to be settling down as the summer is gong along. I have not told my mom that T is leaving again, she is going to be so upset but at least he'll be with his dad this time and not on his own. Maybe they can help him see his worth and find something he enjoys doing so he can find a job. I hope it does him some good and leads him to happiness.
   Our lives are about the same as far as the other 3 of us. Now if only I could get a job making decent money things would be even better.  I would so love to be out of debt. I really would love to go to California on vacation next year. If we drove we could stop and see family in Vegas on our way and it wouldn't cost us for hotels. Dreams.....