February 26, 2017....
So again it's been a few. I'm gonna go back to Thursday, February 23rd. J and I left at 5:15 am to head out to my moms to drop her off. It was snowing like every other morning but it wasn't too bad. It was slushy and of course slick from the cold temps and wind. The sun of course wouldn't be up for hours yet and thankfully traffic isn't too awful that time of morning. I was in the middle lane slid a little and switched lanes so I wasn't around traffic.
Before we even knew what happened we had spun across three lanes of traffic and slammed into the cement barrier with such force it blew the entire back window out. I still don't know if the loud bang was the window exploding or the car hitting but when we stopped we were against the wall facing oncoming traffic. My neck was killing and I was so worried J was hurt. Once we established we were both ok except for the sore necks and backs. I hit the emergency lights and turned my headlights down so I wasn't blinding traffic and I called my love. Better than the cops when you need action. Him and L were there within 15 minutes and got my car moved off the freeway and the insurance called and reported and us home and resting with Ibuprofen. I thank God so much for that man. He is all about the action. Checking on us and cleaning the house. I stayed home a couple days and made Jazmin stay home too. It still went so fast. We haven't heard from the insurance since they had the car towed here. I am praying they at the very least give enough to cover what we still owe on it. I'm assuming everything will work out ok since I just prayed and left it to God. I just couldn't be bothered being in such pain and stressing about what I'm gonna do for a car. Hopefully they will let us know tomorrow.
Today was the first day my arms didn't hurt from gripping the steering wheel. I can now tilt my head back as well as from side to side. I say that's progress. Unfortunately tomorrow is Monday and work awaits. I'm hoping I get to be in the training class to mix things up a little but I'll probably just be at my desk all day. Yay!! I'll have to stand and stretch a lot so that my back and neck don't get all stiff again. Oh boy my life. I really hope this year gets better than it has started. It hasn't been bad just a few trials already what with the old facebook friend of my loves, and the bankruptcy BS of the exes, now the accident and my car pretty much totaled. At least it's never a dull moment....
Sunday, February 26, 2017
Tuesday, February 21, 2017
Tuesday
February 21, 2017...
My boy is back for a visit. T arrived with his cousin this afternoon and will be staying here for a week visiting us for his birthday. We had pizza for dinner and that cost a fortune. Since when did you have to spend a hundred dollars to feed your family? Granted I've got 2 extra people to feed for the next week but it was still cheaper than going to Olive Garden where I was planning on taking him.
Work tomorrow and the time is creeping up on me. Wish the time home out weighed the time spent in the workplace. Maybe then working would seem more worthwhile.
My taxes finally went through. Glad and relieved and already paying bills off. I'm so grateful that we will be able to take our vacation and really need to start planning that. J is getting excited to be going somewhere new and I'm excited to be going somewhere new. The fam is going to Mesa Verda this year which is a bummer because I really like it there, but I really can't afford two trips. We can go camping with TA and her family because they own the land so we wouldn't have to pay for camping and it would be shared food so less expensive there too. We will have to go camping with them so that we can do both this year. I would also like to go camping with our kids sometime. Maybe when N gets home if it's still warm we can all go camping as a family.(Not that half the kids talk but we can do our best)
My boy is back for a visit. T arrived with his cousin this afternoon and will be staying here for a week visiting us for his birthday. We had pizza for dinner and that cost a fortune. Since when did you have to spend a hundred dollars to feed your family? Granted I've got 2 extra people to feed for the next week but it was still cheaper than going to Olive Garden where I was planning on taking him.
Work tomorrow and the time is creeping up on me. Wish the time home out weighed the time spent in the workplace. Maybe then working would seem more worthwhile.
My taxes finally went through. Glad and relieved and already paying bills off. I'm so grateful that we will be able to take our vacation and really need to start planning that. J is getting excited to be going somewhere new and I'm excited to be going somewhere new. The fam is going to Mesa Verda this year which is a bummer because I really like it there, but I really can't afford two trips. We can go camping with TA and her family because they own the land so we wouldn't have to pay for camping and it would be shared food so less expensive there too. We will have to go camping with them so that we can do both this year. I would also like to go camping with our kids sometime. Maybe when N gets home if it's still warm we can all go camping as a family.(Not that half the kids talk but we can do our best)
Thursday, February 16, 2017
Thursday...
February 16, 2017....
Getting ready for the big birthday party Saturday. J had her birthday last weekend but was with her donor. She had a party there as well but didn't get to of course celebrate with us and her friends here. Still feeling bad that we are missing her little friend K, who she has been friends with since they were 5. She has decided not to see her Dad anymore so now she can't see J because she lives with my love and he is K's Uncle. It's sad that adults can't get along for the sake of the children in all situations.
We have a piñata and a treasure hunt. Presents, BBQ, cake and ice cream. That should eat up the time and then my love and I have plans later that evening to go to a friends house to see a new up and coming local band. Can't remember their name but the last time we went we had a good time. I'll just be glad when the weekend is over. I so prefer quiet weekends at home. It's not a bad thing to go out now and then though I suppose.
T is apparently moving to Idaho with his friend/brother again. They had an argument the last time around but hopefully this time will be better. I guess he already has a job and has been waiting to get an apartment. Hopefully that goes through soon. I have to call them back tomorrow to give my reference. Time slips past so fast or I would have already done it. Yesterday I fell asleep and tonight I was busy with party stuff. Tomorrow I get off early. Hopefully I will either not miss their call or I will just call them when I get home because I'm off early to get ready for the party. Hoping to have Monday off to. Mostly because I just want to recoup.
Getting ready for the big birthday party Saturday. J had her birthday last weekend but was with her donor. She had a party there as well but didn't get to of course celebrate with us and her friends here. Still feeling bad that we are missing her little friend K, who she has been friends with since they were 5. She has decided not to see her Dad anymore so now she can't see J because she lives with my love and he is K's Uncle. It's sad that adults can't get along for the sake of the children in all situations.
We have a piñata and a treasure hunt. Presents, BBQ, cake and ice cream. That should eat up the time and then my love and I have plans later that evening to go to a friends house to see a new up and coming local band. Can't remember their name but the last time we went we had a good time. I'll just be glad when the weekend is over. I so prefer quiet weekends at home. It's not a bad thing to go out now and then though I suppose.
T is apparently moving to Idaho with his friend/brother again. They had an argument the last time around but hopefully this time will be better. I guess he already has a job and has been waiting to get an apartment. Hopefully that goes through soon. I have to call them back tomorrow to give my reference. Time slips past so fast or I would have already done it. Yesterday I fell asleep and tonight I was busy with party stuff. Tomorrow I get off early. Hopefully I will either not miss their call or I will just call them when I get home because I'm off early to get ready for the party. Hoping to have Monday off to. Mostly because I just want to recoup.
Friday, February 10, 2017
Thursday
February 9, 2017....
Work, Parent teacher conference, the store, Birthday dinner for J and then home. I'm exhausted. Sleeping soon. Got to leave work at 1 today. Love leaving early although once it's over it's not so bad to be there ha ha
Gave J her phone tonight when we got home. She was so excited to get it. She was squealing like a baby pig. She has already been texting some of her friends and listening to music on it. I'm sure she's also getting a bunch of games loaded up. Kids. I'm going to get me a new phone when I get my taxes back. Mine is pretty much toast. I'm still hoping that I'm in the race. Hopefully mine will be accepted first. I don't like being this person that has to do this but he won't do what he was ordered to do in court and so I feel I have the right to the tax credit. I pay a lot to support her since she lives here with me. He does pay his child support but only because I'm going through ORS. Thank god for them.
The weekend approaches. Today was a beautiful day. 65 degrees. I swear last week was snowing and raining and I didn't think it would ever end. This week my tulips and hyacinths are coming up and we keep seeing Robins in the neighborhood. A co worker said she had been starting to see flies. I could do with out the bugs but whatever. I don't have the nightmare bugs like they do in Rose park at the shack. I saw it was sold. Hope they enjoy the frozen pipes and the outlets that are not even hooked up to anything so you can't use them. The giant cockroaches and centipedes.... oh yes hope they enjoy it all. I certainly don't miss it.
Work, Parent teacher conference, the store, Birthday dinner for J and then home. I'm exhausted. Sleeping soon. Got to leave work at 1 today. Love leaving early although once it's over it's not so bad to be there ha ha
Gave J her phone tonight when we got home. She was so excited to get it. She was squealing like a baby pig. She has already been texting some of her friends and listening to music on it. I'm sure she's also getting a bunch of games loaded up. Kids. I'm going to get me a new phone when I get my taxes back. Mine is pretty much toast. I'm still hoping that I'm in the race. Hopefully mine will be accepted first. I don't like being this person that has to do this but he won't do what he was ordered to do in court and so I feel I have the right to the tax credit. I pay a lot to support her since she lives here with me. He does pay his child support but only because I'm going through ORS. Thank god for them.
The weekend approaches. Today was a beautiful day. 65 degrees. I swear last week was snowing and raining and I didn't think it would ever end. This week my tulips and hyacinths are coming up and we keep seeing Robins in the neighborhood. A co worker said she had been starting to see flies. I could do with out the bugs but whatever. I don't have the nightmare bugs like they do in Rose park at the shack. I saw it was sold. Hope they enjoy the frozen pipes and the outlets that are not even hooked up to anything so you can't use them. The giant cockroaches and centipedes.... oh yes hope they enjoy it all. I certainly don't miss it.
Wednesday, February 8, 2017
Wednesday
February 8, 2017...
Was having a good day until I found out my love got his taxes back and I'm still waiting to even hear if mine have been accepted. Apparently they are on hold because of some new law to do with taxes that have a child tax credit or an earned income and mine have both. Fun. Guess I keep waiting.
We still got J her birthday presents. My love got her a drum set and I got her a phone. She's going to be really excited. She's totally not expecting the drum set but will love it I'm sure. The other two living in the basement might not like it at all, but she will love it. Then all she needs is a keyboard and microphone. She can use her ukulele instead of a guitar ha ha.
T is coming to visit me in two weeks. I'm pretty excited to see him. I believe he shaved his head which will be strange but I've missed him and I'm still excited to see him.
Was having a good day until I found out my love got his taxes back and I'm still waiting to even hear if mine have been accepted. Apparently they are on hold because of some new law to do with taxes that have a child tax credit or an earned income and mine have both. Fun. Guess I keep waiting.
We still got J her birthday presents. My love got her a drum set and I got her a phone. She's going to be really excited. She's totally not expecting the drum set but will love it I'm sure. The other two living in the basement might not like it at all, but she will love it. Then all she needs is a keyboard and microphone. She can use her ukulele instead of a guitar ha ha.
T is coming to visit me in two weeks. I'm pretty excited to see him. I believe he shaved his head which will be strange but I've missed him and I'm still excited to see him.
Sunday, February 5, 2017
Sunday
February 5, 2017....
Super bowl Sunday. It wasn't really too exciting. I'm not sure the excitement of the game but I do enjoy having the guests and the delicious food. Had a good time but my love had to work graveyard tonight so that kind of sucks. The guests were here a little late for a school night but oh well what are you going to do. I just requested the day off but I doubt it will go through. We are expected to be busy this week.
I really don't enjoy my job. It's work, it gives me a pay check but I think something is wrong if you feel like you are imprisoned each day that the door slams closed behind you. I really don't know why it is so awful. I know I wouldn't mind it near as much if I got to get up and do paperwork now and then or something. We don't even get to touch paper and I really get tired of sitting in one spot all day long. Well hmmmm it went through. I'm still going to try and go in but this way if I don't make it or I'm late I can just be covered with my time.
I've always wanted to be a writer but as you can see I'll never really be good enough. Weird thing happened to me once though, I was in Wendover with some friends and we were waiting for a fun bus to pick us up and a complete stranger walked over and was talking to my friend, While they were talking he looked over at me and just said "Why haven't you wrote your book yet?" He then told us he was a little psychic and that I'm supposed to be writing a book. I have many ideas but never know how to get them started. I feel like it doesn't get any sort of description until about the 5th edit. ha ha I wish I was better at it.
The weather is supposed to be a little warmer this week and although there is supposed to be some rain/snow mixes this week the temps were all closer to the 40s if not over 40. We went up North to Clearfield this weekend and they have several feet of snow. I was shocked since my snow is melted, and my tulips are coming up. I told her I was sorry they were still enjoying winter when down South a bit we were starting to see the signs of spring. I prefer the signs of spring even though I know we could get several more snow storms before we can start enjoying the spring weather. I live in Utah where I have personally experienced every season in the span of one day. You get used to it. We just throw a coat on with our shorts and flip flops. It's all good.
My work is confused on temperatures lately. Been there for going on 9 years and I have told everyone that I work in the arctic because it's always so cold no matter the weather outside. The last few weeks however I have had to strip down and instead of layering a thermal under every shirt I now just wear a tank and flannel or sweatshirt. I haven't had to wrap up in my blanket for quite some time either. Perhaps I'm starting to get hot flashes ha ha I work with ladies going through that right now. Seems pretty miserable.
Super bowl Sunday. It wasn't really too exciting. I'm not sure the excitement of the game but I do enjoy having the guests and the delicious food. Had a good time but my love had to work graveyard tonight so that kind of sucks. The guests were here a little late for a school night but oh well what are you going to do. I just requested the day off but I doubt it will go through. We are expected to be busy this week.
I really don't enjoy my job. It's work, it gives me a pay check but I think something is wrong if you feel like you are imprisoned each day that the door slams closed behind you. I really don't know why it is so awful. I know I wouldn't mind it near as much if I got to get up and do paperwork now and then or something. We don't even get to touch paper and I really get tired of sitting in one spot all day long. Well hmmmm it went through. I'm still going to try and go in but this way if I don't make it or I'm late I can just be covered with my time.
I've always wanted to be a writer but as you can see I'll never really be good enough. Weird thing happened to me once though, I was in Wendover with some friends and we were waiting for a fun bus to pick us up and a complete stranger walked over and was talking to my friend, While they were talking he looked over at me and just said "Why haven't you wrote your book yet?" He then told us he was a little psychic and that I'm supposed to be writing a book. I have many ideas but never know how to get them started. I feel like it doesn't get any sort of description until about the 5th edit. ha ha I wish I was better at it.
The weather is supposed to be a little warmer this week and although there is supposed to be some rain/snow mixes this week the temps were all closer to the 40s if not over 40. We went up North to Clearfield this weekend and they have several feet of snow. I was shocked since my snow is melted, and my tulips are coming up. I told her I was sorry they were still enjoying winter when down South a bit we were starting to see the signs of spring. I prefer the signs of spring even though I know we could get several more snow storms before we can start enjoying the spring weather. I live in Utah where I have personally experienced every season in the span of one day. You get used to it. We just throw a coat on with our shorts and flip flops. It's all good.
My work is confused on temperatures lately. Been there for going on 9 years and I have told everyone that I work in the arctic because it's always so cold no matter the weather outside. The last few weeks however I have had to strip down and instead of layering a thermal under every shirt I now just wear a tank and flannel or sweatshirt. I haven't had to wrap up in my blanket for quite some time either. Perhaps I'm starting to get hot flashes ha ha I work with ladies going through that right now. Seems pretty miserable.
Wednesday, February 1, 2017
wednesday
February 1, 2017....
Supposed to be the month of love. Welcome February, I hope you bring an early Spring. I'm so tired of being cold. I'm ready to work out in the dirt and grow flowers and vegies. I'm ready for sunshine on my skin. Today is gray as usual. It's also very cold and smoggy. We are supposed to get more rain and snow starting tomorrow I guess. Yay..... not
Don't really remember what I wrote last night but I know I was livid. Still waiting to hear if my taxes cleared. Not sure what is taking that so long but I haven't gotten the accepted email yet. Usually my return is on its way by now. I'm scared Donor is gonna get that credit as well. He already gets out of paying every living thing as far as bills and houses go. Now he's living with his brother and not even paying his rent anymore. whatever. He'll never admit to the damage he's done and he'll never stand up and pay it anyway. I hope I get the tax credit. Our papers every other year or "to who it best serves" well that is definitely me since I'm still paying all my bills instead of shirking my responsibilities. I hope Karma kicks his ass good because he is so not a good person.
I need to leave it to God because it's driving me to higher levels of anxiety. I also need to talk to my doctor about getting a higher dose of anxiety meds because this one doesn't seem to be working so well anymore. I'm falling a part and getting old.
Supposed to be the month of love. Welcome February, I hope you bring an early Spring. I'm so tired of being cold. I'm ready to work out in the dirt and grow flowers and vegies. I'm ready for sunshine on my skin. Today is gray as usual. It's also very cold and smoggy. We are supposed to get more rain and snow starting tomorrow I guess. Yay..... not
Don't really remember what I wrote last night but I know I was livid. Still waiting to hear if my taxes cleared. Not sure what is taking that so long but I haven't gotten the accepted email yet. Usually my return is on its way by now. I'm scared Donor is gonna get that credit as well. He already gets out of paying every living thing as far as bills and houses go. Now he's living with his brother and not even paying his rent anymore. whatever. He'll never admit to the damage he's done and he'll never stand up and pay it anyway. I hope I get the tax credit. Our papers every other year or "to who it best serves" well that is definitely me since I'm still paying all my bills instead of shirking my responsibilities. I hope Karma kicks his ass good because he is so not a good person.
I need to leave it to God because it's driving me to higher levels of anxiety. I also need to talk to my doctor about getting a higher dose of anxiety meds because this one doesn't seem to be working so well anymore. I'm falling a part and getting old.
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