October 30, 2016...
So here we are. Made it through the Halloween party. It was a huge success and there were only a couple people who didn't show up. Everyone loved my food and the kids seemed to have fun doing the game. Although they didn't really do the whole dice rolling thing right. Maybe it would be funner if they had I don't know. Either way they still seemed to enjoy it.
All in all it was a really good time and nice memories. My love had wood for the firepit and we never even lit it so Im thinking perhaps tonight for a bit. Maybe have a glass of wine and sit out by the fire for awhile. I'm so sad I have to work tomorrow and have to miss J's last Halloween parade.
Where did our weekend go. I swear it was just Friday!!
Sunday, October 30, 2016
Friday, October 28, 2016
Friday
October 28, 2016....
Welcome to Friday, Halloween party eve. There are lots of preparations to be done to be ready for the party. I'm not really doing any of them. We are having so many people over that I'm starting to be a little overwhelmed. I have to finish decorating but the wind keeps blowing everything around. I have to go over to the liquor store for wine and I have to go grocery shopping so I can make the cupcakes and then have everything ready to start the soups tomorrow. I don't want to have to shop tomorrow.
I also have to carve pumpkins with the girl and finish the game ball for the kids at the party. I'm not sure which movie to play for the kids but I think that Hotel Transylvania 2 is what we will start with and then either Casper or Wallace and Grommet the Were rabbit. I hope that they all have fun.
I know I'll enjoy myself. I'm hoping that everyone doesn't stay forever I'd rather it just be a few people til late. We so far have 20 adults and 15 children if everyone comes that said they were. I won't be hurt if there are fewer people or if people leave kids at home but with my luck there will just be more people. I'm not going to let the anxiety get to me though. one of the kids is a baby. Most are small. They have a game to play and movie to watch plus food to eat. Hope they all have fun.
I will be happy when it is over and then if the rest of the holidays can just whiz by that would be great. Im a humbug grouch lately. I never have money to celebrate how I would like. So guess what? Id rather not celebrate at all. Loving that it is Friday and the weekend is here. Wish I didn't work Monday but who knows maybe next year. Ha Ha next year is seriously like 10 weeks away. I'm hoping that it will be a much better one financially and that we can get the debt under control and paid off even. Those are the dreams of us all
Welcome to Friday, Halloween party eve. There are lots of preparations to be done to be ready for the party. I'm not really doing any of them. We are having so many people over that I'm starting to be a little overwhelmed. I have to finish decorating but the wind keeps blowing everything around. I have to go over to the liquor store for wine and I have to go grocery shopping so I can make the cupcakes and then have everything ready to start the soups tomorrow. I don't want to have to shop tomorrow.
I also have to carve pumpkins with the girl and finish the game ball for the kids at the party. I'm not sure which movie to play for the kids but I think that Hotel Transylvania 2 is what we will start with and then either Casper or Wallace and Grommet the Were rabbit. I hope that they all have fun.
I know I'll enjoy myself. I'm hoping that everyone doesn't stay forever I'd rather it just be a few people til late. We so far have 20 adults and 15 children if everyone comes that said they were. I won't be hurt if there are fewer people or if people leave kids at home but with my luck there will just be more people. I'm not going to let the anxiety get to me though. one of the kids is a baby. Most are small. They have a game to play and movie to watch plus food to eat. Hope they all have fun.
I will be happy when it is over and then if the rest of the holidays can just whiz by that would be great. Im a humbug grouch lately. I never have money to celebrate how I would like. So guess what? Id rather not celebrate at all. Loving that it is Friday and the weekend is here. Wish I didn't work Monday but who knows maybe next year. Ha Ha next year is seriously like 10 weeks away. I'm hoping that it will be a much better one financially and that we can get the debt under control and paid off even. Those are the dreams of us all
Thursday, October 27, 2016
Thursday
October 27, 2016....
Made it through the day at work and haven't been too sick at all today. There were a couple minutes here and there, but for the most part all was well. I picked J up, we finished getting what she needed for her costume, and headed on home.
We need to finish our decorating and so I need to head to the attack to find the head stones. I get tired of trying to figure out how to keep them from blowing everywhere though. Im putting them up rather late though so hopefully they'll stay in place for a few days. Halloween is four days away.
I love Halloween and get really excited for it but I think I would also be excited if I could just stay home curled up in my jammies and eat my taco soup while watching scary movies. That would be rather nice as well. Yay scary things!!!
Next will be our third thanksgiving together and that makes me pretty happy as well. I'm hoping that the holidays are over soon though. The older I get the more I don't like them. They are too stressful with finances and for whatever reason we never have money this time of year. No idea why not but we don't. Stressful!
Deep breaths and one day at a time. I do enjoy the new year though because I'll get my vacation time restocked at work. Hoping to be able to manage it better this year than I did last year. I would really like to have some at the end of the year as well as the beginning and middle. The way I use it you would think it's the last time we would get it. ha ha That's just how bad I want to be out of there. It's no where near as fun as it used to be and communication is horrid.
Well back to the household decorating must be ready for the party on saturday
Made it through the day at work and haven't been too sick at all today. There were a couple minutes here and there, but for the most part all was well. I picked J up, we finished getting what she needed for her costume, and headed on home.
We need to finish our decorating and so I need to head to the attack to find the head stones. I get tired of trying to figure out how to keep them from blowing everywhere though. Im putting them up rather late though so hopefully they'll stay in place for a few days. Halloween is four days away.
I love Halloween and get really excited for it but I think I would also be excited if I could just stay home curled up in my jammies and eat my taco soup while watching scary movies. That would be rather nice as well. Yay scary things!!!
Next will be our third thanksgiving together and that makes me pretty happy as well. I'm hoping that the holidays are over soon though. The older I get the more I don't like them. They are too stressful with finances and for whatever reason we never have money this time of year. No idea why not but we don't. Stressful!
Deep breaths and one day at a time. I do enjoy the new year though because I'll get my vacation time restocked at work. Hoping to be able to manage it better this year than I did last year. I would really like to have some at the end of the year as well as the beginning and middle. The way I use it you would think it's the last time we would get it. ha ha That's just how bad I want to be out of there. It's no where near as fun as it used to be and communication is horrid.
Well back to the household decorating must be ready for the party on saturday
Wednesday, October 26, 2016
Wednesday
October 26, 2016....
Came home early today sick as usual. Hoping that it doesn't last long and my body adjusts back to the higher thyroid meds they put me on. I really need to find a way to make more money because I could really dig staying home. I love being home. I could easily become a hermit and never leave except to buy food. Good times!
Everyone is good here. I need to bring up to K how he's doing getting full time to be getting his own place. We are raising the rent in January if he's not gone yet. We are so tired of being broke and he's old enough to be helping out. I so wish he would be finding new friends or a girlfriend or something so he's not alone all the time.
All else is well. need to finish getting ready and decorated for my Halloween party. I'm hoping the kids have fun and the adults as well of course. I'm glad there will be no trick or treating involved. I don't want to have to leave like last year to go trick or treating. It's supposed to be cold on Halloween so I'm glad I'm home that night too.
Came home early today sick as usual. Hoping that it doesn't last long and my body adjusts back to the higher thyroid meds they put me on. I really need to find a way to make more money because I could really dig staying home. I love being home. I could easily become a hermit and never leave except to buy food. Good times!
Everyone is good here. I need to bring up to K how he's doing getting full time to be getting his own place. We are raising the rent in January if he's not gone yet. We are so tired of being broke and he's old enough to be helping out. I so wish he would be finding new friends or a girlfriend or something so he's not alone all the time.
All else is well. need to finish getting ready and decorated for my Halloween party. I'm hoping the kids have fun and the adults as well of course. I'm glad there will be no trick or treating involved. I don't want to have to leave like last year to go trick or treating. It's supposed to be cold on Halloween so I'm glad I'm home that night too.
Tuesday, October 25, 2016
Tuesday
October 25, 2016...
Made it through the day at work. felt good today except for the fatigue and temperature intolerance. Seemed to be like a fairly slow day even though I took a bunch of calls. I'm leaving early tomorrow and then next week my fmla is expired and Im back to working all day every day unless I'm offered MTO. We'll hope that I don't get sick much anymore.
Thank goodness there is only a couple weeks left in the year and then we'll get more vacation again. Unless of course they decide to take that away from us as well. Starting to dislike that place. The insurance is almost not a benefit at all. I know every thing changes but every year the insurance just gets worse and worse and worse. rant over
The weather today has been lovely. I'm enjoying that it keeps raining like yesterday and making it so I don't have to water my flower beds. Our hose is broke anyway so I'm hoping that I don't have to water again until spring. One less expense for now.
Halloween is about a week away. This Saturday is our big Halloween party and then Monday is the actual day although I have to work this year so I will have to hope that My mom an get me some pictures at the parade and of course I'll get pictures at the party and at home. no biggie I guess, I just have never missed one.
Made it through the day at work. felt good today except for the fatigue and temperature intolerance. Seemed to be like a fairly slow day even though I took a bunch of calls. I'm leaving early tomorrow and then next week my fmla is expired and Im back to working all day every day unless I'm offered MTO. We'll hope that I don't get sick much anymore.
Thank goodness there is only a couple weeks left in the year and then we'll get more vacation again. Unless of course they decide to take that away from us as well. Starting to dislike that place. The insurance is almost not a benefit at all. I know every thing changes but every year the insurance just gets worse and worse and worse. rant over
The weather today has been lovely. I'm enjoying that it keeps raining like yesterday and making it so I don't have to water my flower beds. Our hose is broke anyway so I'm hoping that I don't have to water again until spring. One less expense for now.
Halloween is about a week away. This Saturday is our big Halloween party and then Monday is the actual day although I have to work this year so I will have to hope that My mom an get me some pictures at the parade and of course I'll get pictures at the party and at home. no biggie I guess, I just have never missed one.
Monday, October 24, 2016
Monday
October 24, 2016....
Went to the dr. today. It was as usual very disappointing. "Oh we don't want to change your thyroid meds when something is working. We might change the dosage but we'll see what your blood says" Well my blood hates me and is always good. So I'll never feel better.
Any who, had a pretty productive day but for some reason it didn't really feel like a day off. To dark and lazy I guess I'm not really sure. My honey got to stay home for a bit this morning until the rain tapered off and he was back home when I got home from the Dr. appointment. I do so enjoy the rain when I am off to enjoy my coffee and the sounds and smells. Tomorrow will be back to the grind and I really don't want to. I need to find a better means of making money on my own terms. I'm so tired of never getting to move forward with anything in this company. The insurance is going right downhill as well so we shall see how next year goes. They already can't keep people working there.
Fall is officially here. The leaves are falling all crunchy to the ground, the winds are chilly and sometimes leave you a little breathless as they gust making the dry fall leaves dance and fly. Not really looking forward to winter but about this time of year all I can think is let's get it out of the way. I don't like snow. Christmas eve it's pretty. It's ok on a Saturday morning when I can sit home with my coffee and not go anywhere in the cold, frozen stuff. Why oh why can't it just stay in the mountains. They could have hundreds of feet and down here I could just have the occasional skiff and rain. I don't mind rain at least it's not frozen.
According to facebook I should live in California, which I have always thought as well. I wouldn't have to endure the cold and snow like here and I do think the beach is beautiful but I also don't like earthquakes and the fear of the whole place falling into the ocean is just too much. Guess I'll endure the cold or move to Vegas. Ha!!
The only thing I really hate about going to work is that once you get there you are stuck. You technically can't just stand up and leave when you get tired or bored. No matter how many things you think would be more productive you just get to sit there and make nice. Smile and endure the captivity. It used to be more fun. I'm not really sure what happened. I'm gonna write a book about it someday. Maybe I'll write a book for each of my jobs ha ha that would be funny. Purely fictional of course but oh the fun I could have with the subjects.
Went to the dr. today. It was as usual very disappointing. "Oh we don't want to change your thyroid meds when something is working. We might change the dosage but we'll see what your blood says" Well my blood hates me and is always good. So I'll never feel better.
Any who, had a pretty productive day but for some reason it didn't really feel like a day off. To dark and lazy I guess I'm not really sure. My honey got to stay home for a bit this morning until the rain tapered off and he was back home when I got home from the Dr. appointment. I do so enjoy the rain when I am off to enjoy my coffee and the sounds and smells. Tomorrow will be back to the grind and I really don't want to. I need to find a better means of making money on my own terms. I'm so tired of never getting to move forward with anything in this company. The insurance is going right downhill as well so we shall see how next year goes. They already can't keep people working there.
Fall is officially here. The leaves are falling all crunchy to the ground, the winds are chilly and sometimes leave you a little breathless as they gust making the dry fall leaves dance and fly. Not really looking forward to winter but about this time of year all I can think is let's get it out of the way. I don't like snow. Christmas eve it's pretty. It's ok on a Saturday morning when I can sit home with my coffee and not go anywhere in the cold, frozen stuff. Why oh why can't it just stay in the mountains. They could have hundreds of feet and down here I could just have the occasional skiff and rain. I don't mind rain at least it's not frozen.
According to facebook I should live in California, which I have always thought as well. I wouldn't have to endure the cold and snow like here and I do think the beach is beautiful but I also don't like earthquakes and the fear of the whole place falling into the ocean is just too much. Guess I'll endure the cold or move to Vegas. Ha!!
The only thing I really hate about going to work is that once you get there you are stuck. You technically can't just stand up and leave when you get tired or bored. No matter how many things you think would be more productive you just get to sit there and make nice. Smile and endure the captivity. It used to be more fun. I'm not really sure what happened. I'm gonna write a book about it someday. Maybe I'll write a book for each of my jobs ha ha that would be funny. Purely fictional of course but oh the fun I could have with the subjects.
Thursday, October 20, 2016
Thursday
October 20, 2016...
Wasn't it just the first? Oh well we all know how time flies and each day it seems to go a little faster. Unless you are punched in at work at which point it just creeps a long to mock you. I know it's been doing it to me all week.
Today our phones were all funky and a lot of people weren't even getting calls so it was an ok day. Hopefully tomorrow will be ok and then it will be the weekend and I can rest and do nothing like I've been doing for months now. I think this is my year of laziness and no ambition. Next year has got to be better.
I have been oh so tired this week and only want to sleep. I'm hoping that she ( my doctor) can give me something that will actually knock me out for atleast 7 hours. Without the tossing and turning and the constant waking and forcing sleep... Also if she could tell me how to get rid of the constant nagging muscle twitches. It's not only uncomfortable but after a while it literally hurts. I'm pretty tired of getting old and falling a part.
Wasn't it just the first? Oh well we all know how time flies and each day it seems to go a little faster. Unless you are punched in at work at which point it just creeps a long to mock you. I know it's been doing it to me all week.
Today our phones were all funky and a lot of people weren't even getting calls so it was an ok day. Hopefully tomorrow will be ok and then it will be the weekend and I can rest and do nothing like I've been doing for months now. I think this is my year of laziness and no ambition. Next year has got to be better.
I have been oh so tired this week and only want to sleep. I'm hoping that she ( my doctor) can give me something that will actually knock me out for atleast 7 hours. Without the tossing and turning and the constant waking and forcing sleep... Also if she could tell me how to get rid of the constant nagging muscle twitches. It's not only uncomfortable but after a while it literally hurts. I'm pretty tired of getting old and falling a part.
Thursday, October 13, 2016
Thursday
October 13, 2016....
Lovely day today. Went to parent teacher conferences. J is doing awesome and kicked the dibels tests butt! Every year she has been under what is normal. They drive a person crazy with it. She is above on all scores with that and doing great so far in the year with everything else. Yay!!
Work was slow and boring and I only have to make it through one more day til the weekend. That means sleep. I'm always excited for sleep. Not sure what else we are doing this weekend. I need to finish all my prep for our Halloween party. We are gonna be busy that weekend. We have our party and then a little birthday party to go to sunday and then Monday will be Halloween. So I really need to get everything ready pretty soon so I don't have to worry about it later. Still need to figure out what my love and I are going to be. I always go with zombie or vampire but something else might be fun too. Im thinking Dr. and naughty nurse. we'll see. should be fun.
Lovely day today. Went to parent teacher conferences. J is doing awesome and kicked the dibels tests butt! Every year she has been under what is normal. They drive a person crazy with it. She is above on all scores with that and doing great so far in the year with everything else. Yay!!
Work was slow and boring and I only have to make it through one more day til the weekend. That means sleep. I'm always excited for sleep. Not sure what else we are doing this weekend. I need to finish all my prep for our Halloween party. We are gonna be busy that weekend. We have our party and then a little birthday party to go to sunday and then Monday will be Halloween. So I really need to get everything ready pretty soon so I don't have to worry about it later. Still need to figure out what my love and I are going to be. I always go with zombie or vampire but something else might be fun too. Im thinking Dr. and naughty nurse. we'll see. should be fun.
Tuesday, October 11, 2016
Tuesday
October 11, 2016....
So I get to my Dr. appointment a few minutes late and they make me reschedule. Really? Cuz you've never made me sit in the waiting room waiting for the doctor. Then made me wait in the room when I got there, then wait in the waiting room to give blood. I think she can wait 5 minutes although she probably wouldn't even know I was late since I would be in the waiting room anyway.
I'm very frustrated about my life right now. Finances are a joke and my job is always feeling like I'm hanging by a thread. I need to get out of debt I really do. Maybe a second job until I do???
I worry about not having time with J if I work two jobs. My health is joke number 2. I'm just tired of being sick. Tired of being in pain. wish it would go away.
Cloudy and breezy today. Not to cold but cooler than yesterday. Can't decide if I like the cooler temps or the warmer. Guess it doesn't matter I freeze either way. Hoping this winter isn't too bad. I really don't want to drive in it. My car now should be better than the van though and I did get new tires in the back this year. Bring it on I guess. Not ready for Christmas though. This will be our third Christmas together. Seems like it's been so much longer than that.
So I get to my Dr. appointment a few minutes late and they make me reschedule. Really? Cuz you've never made me sit in the waiting room waiting for the doctor. Then made me wait in the room when I got there, then wait in the waiting room to give blood. I think she can wait 5 minutes although she probably wouldn't even know I was late since I would be in the waiting room anyway.
I'm very frustrated about my life right now. Finances are a joke and my job is always feeling like I'm hanging by a thread. I need to get out of debt I really do. Maybe a second job until I do???
I worry about not having time with J if I work two jobs. My health is joke number 2. I'm just tired of being sick. Tired of being in pain. wish it would go away.
Cloudy and breezy today. Not to cold but cooler than yesterday. Can't decide if I like the cooler temps or the warmer. Guess it doesn't matter I freeze either way. Hoping this winter isn't too bad. I really don't want to drive in it. My car now should be better than the van though and I did get new tires in the back this year. Bring it on I guess. Not ready for Christmas though. This will be our third Christmas together. Seems like it's been so much longer than that.
Sunday, October 9, 2016
Sunday
October 9, 2016.....
My favorite month. I have my house almost decorated although I still need to find more of my outside Halloween decorations. We have our party planned and Halloween night planned as well.
I still have to make my menu and start planning the treats and drinks for the kids. I'm thinking we need some dry ice to make the drink all spooky. I need to finish up the house but it's coming a long. My love and I still need to get our costumes ready. We have 2 parties to dress up for and I want to be something for couples. We are thinking he can be a Dr. and I can be a naughty nurse. Then for our Halloween party we can be zombie Dr. and naughty nurse and for Halloween night I can just be a zombie with my little zombie bride. I still need to get her a wig and some flowers for her bouquet. She'll be adorable! Wish I could go to her parade this year. It's her last one. I may leave work when the other ladies get there so that I can see her in her last parade. I've never worked that day but I hear that it is slow. We shall see. We shall see.
Once Halloween is over I need to start thinking about the thanksgiving dinners. I'm thinking of having the one with my mom and family on the Saturday before thanksgiving. Then I'll have a few days before I have to cook another meal. I don't mind but for whatever reason the one with my mom really stresses me out. Hopefully it will go as smoothly as it normally does. I'm sure it will because my love always helps me with the food. I love him and am so blessed that he helps me around the house so much.
Christmas isn't far off either. It was snowing pretty good in park city last week. Only rain here but it's only a matter of time. It keeps getting down to freezing during the nights and I think the garden is done. There are a lot of blooms but not enough time for them to grow before we are frosting every night. Today it is warm and sunny with blue skies and a light breeze. The neighborhood is quiet and the band across the street finally took their ugly trailer and went on their way. Guess we are just needing to learn some patience here in my house hold.
I have only dusted and made brunch. I ran to the store and put in some laundry but otherwise I have just been watching my love clean the house. He's so different than my experience with men so far. I'm used to them on the computer looking at porn and finding people to cheat on me with on the cheating websites. My best friend is having the same problem with her now ex husband. Together for 26 years. He's 9 yrs older than her but tells her she's old and boring and he needs more excitement in his life. Goes out and gets him a 1400 dollar apartment because "he can't live in trash" but reality is he's trying to impress someone (even though he says there no one, he's cheated atleast 5 other times and she's always forgiven him. He's also physically and mentally abusive.) he doesn't help her with anything around the house. Nope it's just porn on the computer because he's "bored" my ex used the same excuse. When I asked him why he wasn't helping me out around the house instead so that we had more time to spend together he said he didn't think about it. ..... men.
Now that I'm with my love and getting treated right by a real man who knows what to do while he's home and I'm at work I feel like every man should take lessons. He cooks, he cleans, he takes care of me, he loves our family and friends and helps take really good care of our kids. There is nothing sexier than a man cleaning the house. Serious. Those of you who think you are so bored and your wife or girlfriend so boring because all they do is clean, try turning off the computer and lifting a hand to help her out around the house. I promise you'll both be happier.
My favorite month. I have my house almost decorated although I still need to find more of my outside Halloween decorations. We have our party planned and Halloween night planned as well.
I still have to make my menu and start planning the treats and drinks for the kids. I'm thinking we need some dry ice to make the drink all spooky. I need to finish up the house but it's coming a long. My love and I still need to get our costumes ready. We have 2 parties to dress up for and I want to be something for couples. We are thinking he can be a Dr. and I can be a naughty nurse. Then for our Halloween party we can be zombie Dr. and naughty nurse and for Halloween night I can just be a zombie with my little zombie bride. I still need to get her a wig and some flowers for her bouquet. She'll be adorable! Wish I could go to her parade this year. It's her last one. I may leave work when the other ladies get there so that I can see her in her last parade. I've never worked that day but I hear that it is slow. We shall see. We shall see.
Once Halloween is over I need to start thinking about the thanksgiving dinners. I'm thinking of having the one with my mom and family on the Saturday before thanksgiving. Then I'll have a few days before I have to cook another meal. I don't mind but for whatever reason the one with my mom really stresses me out. Hopefully it will go as smoothly as it normally does. I'm sure it will because my love always helps me with the food. I love him and am so blessed that he helps me around the house so much.
Christmas isn't far off either. It was snowing pretty good in park city last week. Only rain here but it's only a matter of time. It keeps getting down to freezing during the nights and I think the garden is done. There are a lot of blooms but not enough time for them to grow before we are frosting every night. Today it is warm and sunny with blue skies and a light breeze. The neighborhood is quiet and the band across the street finally took their ugly trailer and went on their way. Guess we are just needing to learn some patience here in my house hold.
I have only dusted and made brunch. I ran to the store and put in some laundry but otherwise I have just been watching my love clean the house. He's so different than my experience with men so far. I'm used to them on the computer looking at porn and finding people to cheat on me with on the cheating websites. My best friend is having the same problem with her now ex husband. Together for 26 years. He's 9 yrs older than her but tells her she's old and boring and he needs more excitement in his life. Goes out and gets him a 1400 dollar apartment because "he can't live in trash" but reality is he's trying to impress someone (even though he says there no one, he's cheated atleast 5 other times and she's always forgiven him. He's also physically and mentally abusive.) he doesn't help her with anything around the house. Nope it's just porn on the computer because he's "bored" my ex used the same excuse. When I asked him why he wasn't helping me out around the house instead so that we had more time to spend together he said he didn't think about it. ..... men.
Now that I'm with my love and getting treated right by a real man who knows what to do while he's home and I'm at work I feel like every man should take lessons. He cooks, he cleans, he takes care of me, he loves our family and friends and helps take really good care of our kids. There is nothing sexier than a man cleaning the house. Serious. Those of you who think you are so bored and your wife or girlfriend so boring because all they do is clean, try turning off the computer and lifting a hand to help her out around the house. I promise you'll both be happier.
Wednesday, October 5, 2016
Wednesday
October 5, 2016.....
Came home early from work today and didn't really get home any earlier. The freeway was closed. Or rather both freeways were closed. I-215 had a rollover accident and I-15 had some toxic spill on it. They diverted us off at Redwood road and it took over an hour for me to get home when it usually just takes 20 minutes. So glad I used vacation time to come home just to wait in traffic the entire time. Ugh!!! Can't control it though so I'm trying to shed the anxiety from it. Been home for a bit and I'm still not relaxed, I don't know what the deal is.
Probably finances. Mine suck and I really don't know what we are going to do. I pay my bills and get food and I have nothing left for 2 more weeks. I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I am so tired of not having any money. I should be able to cover everything and have a little left to get me through but lately I just have nothing. Nothing. What has changed? No idea but I really need to get it reined in so my credit doesn't bomb.
Family is ok. My love is out of town for work and the girl is at the donors house. Guess I can binge watch my criminal minds. Watching it for the second time. I love it and can't find a show to compare to it.
Came home early from work today and didn't really get home any earlier. The freeway was closed. Or rather both freeways were closed. I-215 had a rollover accident and I-15 had some toxic spill on it. They diverted us off at Redwood road and it took over an hour for me to get home when it usually just takes 20 minutes. So glad I used vacation time to come home just to wait in traffic the entire time. Ugh!!! Can't control it though so I'm trying to shed the anxiety from it. Been home for a bit and I'm still not relaxed, I don't know what the deal is.
Probably finances. Mine suck and I really don't know what we are going to do. I pay my bills and get food and I have nothing left for 2 more weeks. I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I am so tired of not having any money. I should be able to cover everything and have a little left to get me through but lately I just have nothing. Nothing. What has changed? No idea but I really need to get it reined in so my credit doesn't bomb.
Family is ok. My love is out of town for work and the girl is at the donors house. Guess I can binge watch my criminal minds. Watching it for the second time. I love it and can't find a show to compare to it.
Saturday, October 1, 2016
Saturday...
October 1, 2016....
First day of my favorite month. The fall leaves are starting to fall to the ground and get crunched under foot. The temperatures have started to come down and we are getting a little rain now and again. Kindof nice. My beautiful fall mums are starting to bloom in wonderful fall colors.
I have begun the decorating for Halloween, my favorite holiday. I can't find all of my stuff but so far I have got a lot done. Just need to finish the yard and for that I need to find the rest of my stuff.
Went to a birthday party today. Kids are loud! Glad to be home in our quiet house.
Now I just need to think about what we are going to be for Halloween because we have two parties to dress up for this year. On Halloween night J wants me to be a zombie with her and scare the kids coming for treats . We shall see. I'd rather watch scary movies while she passes out candy.
First day of my favorite month. The fall leaves are starting to fall to the ground and get crunched under foot. The temperatures have started to come down and we are getting a little rain now and again. Kindof nice. My beautiful fall mums are starting to bloom in wonderful fall colors.
I have begun the decorating for Halloween, my favorite holiday. I can't find all of my stuff but so far I have got a lot done. Just need to finish the yard and for that I need to find the rest of my stuff.
Went to a birthday party today. Kids are loud! Glad to be home in our quiet house.
Now I just need to think about what we are going to be for Halloween because we have two parties to dress up for this year. On Halloween night J wants me to be a zombie with her and scare the kids coming for treats . We shall see. I'd rather watch scary movies while she passes out candy.
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