Monday

October 24, 2016....


    Went to the dr. today. It was as usual very disappointing. "Oh we don't want to change your thyroid meds when something is working. We might change the dosage but we'll see what your blood says"  Well my blood hates me and is always good. So I'll never feel better.
     Any who, had a pretty productive day but for some reason it didn't really feel like a day off. To dark and lazy I guess I'm not really sure.  My honey got to stay home for a bit this morning until the rain tapered off and he was back home when I got home from the Dr. appointment.   I do so enjoy the rain when I am off to enjoy my coffee and the sounds and smells.  Tomorrow will be back to the grind and I really don't want to. I need to find a better means of making money on my own terms. I'm so tired of never getting to move forward with anything in this company.   The insurance is going right downhill as well so we shall see how next year goes. They already can't keep people working there.
    Fall is officially here. The leaves are falling all crunchy to the ground, the winds are chilly and sometimes leave you a little breathless as they gust making the dry fall leaves dance and fly.  Not really looking forward to winter but about this time of year all I can think is let's get it out of the way. I don't like snow. Christmas eve it's pretty. It's ok on a Saturday morning when I can sit home with my coffee and not go anywhere in the cold, frozen stuff. Why oh why can't it just stay in the mountains. They could have hundreds of feet and down here I could just have the occasional skiff and rain. I don't mind rain at least it's not frozen.
    According to facebook I should live in California, which I have always thought as well.  I wouldn't have to endure the cold and snow like here and I do think the beach is beautiful but I also don't like earthquakes and the fear of the whole place falling into the ocean is just too much. Guess I'll endure the cold or move to Vegas. Ha!!
     The only thing I really hate about going to work is that once you get there you are stuck. You technically can't just stand up and leave when you get tired or bored. No matter how many things you think would be more productive you just get to sit there and make nice. Smile and endure the captivity. It used to be more fun. I'm not really sure what happened. I'm gonna write a book about it someday.   Maybe I'll write a book for each of my jobs ha ha that would be funny. Purely fictional of course but oh the fun I could have with the subjects.