Tuesday

October 11, 2016....


    So I get to my Dr. appointment a few minutes late and they make me reschedule. Really? Cuz you've never made me sit in the waiting room waiting for the doctor. Then made me wait in the room when I got there, then wait in the waiting room to give blood.   I think she can wait 5 minutes although she probably wouldn't even know I was late since I would be in the waiting room anyway.
    I'm very frustrated about my life right now. Finances are a joke and my job is always feeling like I'm hanging by a thread.   I need to get out of debt I really do.  Maybe a second job until I do???
I worry about not having time with J if I work two jobs. My health is joke number 2. I'm just tired of being sick. Tired of being in pain. wish it would go away.
     Cloudy and breezy today.  Not to cold but cooler than yesterday.  Can't decide if I like the cooler temps or the warmer. Guess it doesn't matter I freeze either way. Hoping this winter isn't too bad. I really don't want to drive in it.   My car now should be better than the van though and I did get new tires in the back this year. Bring it on I guess. Not ready for Christmas though. This will be our third Christmas together.   Seems like it's been so much longer than that.