Wednesday

October 5, 2016.....


    Came home early from work today and didn't really get home any earlier. The freeway was closed. Or rather both freeways were closed. I-215 had a rollover accident and I-15 had some toxic spill on it.   They diverted us off at Redwood road and it took over an hour for me to get home when it usually just takes 20 minutes. So glad I used vacation time to come home just to wait in traffic the entire time.   Ugh!!!  Can't control it though so I'm trying to shed the anxiety from it. Been home for a bit and I'm still not relaxed, I don't know what the deal is.
     Probably finances. Mine suck and I really don't know what we are going to do. I pay my bills and get food and I have nothing left for 2 more weeks. I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I am so tired of not having any money. I should be able to cover everything and have a little left to get me through but lately I just have nothing.  Nothing.  What has changed?  No idea but I really need to get it reined in so my credit doesn't bomb.
  Family is ok. My love is out of town for work and the girl is at the donors house. Guess I can binge watch my criminal minds. Watching it for the second time. I love it and can't find a show to compare to it.