Thursday June 5, 2014...


   The stress begins.  I have just begun on the house and haven't even gotten anything moved out as far as clutter. I was hoping I would have a couple more weeks to get stuff thrown out.  Not the case. My Bro will be here this weekend to put up the sign and take pics of the house.  I really don't know how those are going to look because this place is a disaster.
    My love will be home tomorrow and promises to help clear some stuff out and get it to the storage. I can't wait until I figure out how I'm gonna pay for my own place, plus I need to find someplace.  But ya let's just put it up for sale this minute.  No stress....
     I am anxious to move on with my life but at the same time I don't know what to do.  I don't want to go to my mom's house because my love can't go there. I mean he can visit but he can't stay there.  This was so much easier when I thought he could go to his brothers house.  I need to find another job.  A second job that can pay rent. I need atleast 800 more a month to be able to pay my own way.  What's that 2 full time jobs?  ha ha no problem.
    I am so happy.  I don't remember being so happy in a long time.  A very long time.  My love makes me smile just being there.  I love doing things with him and for him his happiness makes me even happier than I already am.  He's so thoughtful and sweet. He's very caring and romantic as well.  I just love him.  I am so happy that we are happy.