Monday August 4, 2014....
   
    Still nothing from the courts and only a bill from the lawyer.  How am I supposed to find a place and get moved without my money from that 401k?  How am I supposed to pay him more money?  I don't know what to do..
     However the sun is shining through breaks in the soggy gray clouds.  There will be a rainbow at the end of the storm. Hopefully it will leave the air smelling cleaner. 
      Work was there and then it was gone.  I found out that I may have been responsible for someone being suspended for the last week.  Never meant for that to happen just doing my job. Hope everything works out for him because I really liked him he's a good team mate.  Otherwise things seem to be looking up for me.  Maybe I'll try not to jinx it, but I will backing up next week.  I had a really good score this month which should put me at the top of my game again soon. 
     I really need to gain a different and more positive attitude at work.  I need more money and it would be great if I could get that from the company I already work for. 
     My supervisor really makes me want to do better.  Be better.  Be stronger.  She's quite strong herself.  I wasn't sure at first but I think I like her.   She's way younger than me but I could be friends with her.
     As far as home life it's like a dream.  Son 1 is still only talking to me when he wants something.  Son 2 is out of town but of course wants me to go and enroll him at a new school that will make it so I have to drive to that area twice a day.  No biggie I'm a billionaire......
      Daughter will be going into 5th grade.   When did she get so big?  She keeps growing too and is always having growing pains.  She'll be towering over me soon enough.  Blink and we miss it.  They've grown and they hate us.  Hope it all works out.
      My love is wonderful and keeps me very happy.  Can't say there hasn't been compromises already but things are new still there will be plenty more to come.  I try to stay supportive and loving since that is how he is with me.
My happiest moment will be when my son finally accepts things and comes back to being my son.  I miss him very much.
      Listening to some tunes and can't stop dancing.  Been listening to a lot more music lately as it's my sweethearts passion.  I don't mind Im just used to different things. T.V doesn't allow you to have the noise without the picture and sometimes all you need is the background.
      Dancing has got to be good for the soul....