Tuesday September 23, 2014.....




      Well I am not so good about this lately.  Blogging takes a computer of which my daughter is always hogging.  Between her "shows" and her homework, I don't get to do much but pay bills... anyway here we are the end of September. We have to be out of this house in roughly 7 weeks and we don't even have a lead on a place to live.   We need at least 4 bedrooms but 5 would be better. There is nothing we can afford...
       I haven't gotten the 401k money from the ex yet, no surprises there I guess except I really thought they would have it figured out since they had the papers and then they dated them all wrong.  Wonderful!!   That man is such a treat.  I'm embarrassed she has to call him her father.  I'm just going to call him sperm donor.
       Praying and praying it's all I know to do at this point.  I'm feeling really useless and wouldn't blame my sweetie if he wanted to bolt because I make crap for money and after today will not be getting another raise until next February it's looking like and I'm never going to get my promotion.  Good times there!!!
        Why is it that every day there is another challenge I don't know how to get through?  I know Pray about it.... God knows how to get through it...just wish he would show me some light so I can see it too.