Tuesday October 21, 2014...


   It's getting a little harder to breathe.  Time just ticking away. Tick. Tick. Tick.  We still haven't heard we aren't getting the house but we haven't been able to move in yet and we only have about 400.  dollars saved. I don't know what we are going to do.  I keep saying I need a second job but don't really want one.  I already have a full time job and I really don't want another one.  If only I could find a way to make money from home.  Real money.  Like a second job I can actually work around my hours and my family.  ahhhh always the dream I guess.
     Things are kinda sad around here due to the fact that there has been another break up.   The whole thing with the house.  Kids wanting cars and jobs and all the things kids want.   I really have no idea how we are even gonna have Christmas this year. Oh well I should be hoping we are moved before the snow flies.
     I don't look forward to the drive I will admit. It's so far out there and it gets crazy heading South.  I'm sure I'll get used to it.  I love the house and feel we were led to it.  I think we could make many happy memories in our own house. I know we have already made many happy memories and this chapter of our lives has only just begun.  It feels like it has always been this way.  so strange....
      The weather has finally started to show fall.  The leaves are fluttering to the ground turning orange and brown and crunching underfoot.  The sound reminding me of a million childhood memories mostly of trick or treat.  Don't enjoy the cold temperatures creeping in but grateful that it hasn't been colder. Still not wearing any heavy jackets and that is something to be thankful for.