My Journey to let go of the anger and hatred and find peace and happiness instead......
Monday, March 20, 2017
Monday March 20, 2017
Got to work on time today, barely. Couldn't sign on because our servers were down. Spent most of the hour and half I was there in the bathroom with severe stomach pain. I puked twice and was red and sweaty when I finally threw it in and left. I got home and spent another two hours like that until I was ok enough to get a heat pad on my stomach and crawl into bed. After sleeping the entire day and finally waking up after 6 I feel empty and hungry but at least not in pain.
During all that my love worked a graveyard last night and hadn't slept much but got up to get my license plates at the dealership and go to visit my mom and get J from school. I didn't have to ask him. I didn't even have to get out of bed. He woke up and went for me because he knew I was sick. I don't know where I found him but I'm sure that he's an angel straight from heaven. I did pray to god to send the person her made for me. I always knew it was him. He's wonderful.
I am really upset I had to miss work though because with the servers down it would be so busy when they cam up. My friends deserve treats tomorrow except I didn't get out so I'll get some tomorrow. Hoping tomorrow will be better and I won't get sick again. I thought those horrendous episodes were behind me but apparently not. At least they happen less frequently than before.
Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully it will be a much, much better day.
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