Saturday February 1, 2014.....


   Sweet Saturday night.   Work was as miserable as I had anticipated but it is over and I won't have to work another one for at least this month.  I have managed to stay awake since I have been home and although I haven't done much I did get my dishes done and made a homemade dinner that was pretty great if I do say so myself. 
    Smiling yet feeling kind of wary about something and not really sure what.  Guess it'll hit soon enough.  I'm finding it difficult to let things go lately and I really think I need to find some energy to start working out again.  My thyroid being dead makes me pretty tired and my medication lately hasn't been doing its thing. I have just been gaining and gaining and I really need to work out but can barely make it through work and home and getting the kids fed and to bed at night.
     I need to find a new Dr. and get my blood checked. Maybe feeling better would help me with my happiness level as well.   Its hard to manage all the mood swings and everything.  Wish they had a miracle Thyroid pill that worked and didn't need to be changed every other month.
     Anyway, working out used to make me feel so less stressed and happier when I used to do it all the time.  It would also help with the clothes situation.  I have tons of clothes and at the moment can fit into very little.
    I read this today "Learning how to let everything be all right is mastering happiness"     ......    I think it's true.