Saturday February 15, 2014....


    Here I am sitting here on my Saturday.  No work, no kids, I don't even know how I feel about it.  I let son take my car to work and now I am stuck here. Alone.
     It's strange how you have a family, then as the days go by and the children grow and the husband decides he would rather have a cheap thrill than the person who has stood by his side for years and poof * you are alone.  I don't know what to do to fill the time.  I don't mind being alone.  I am not afraid to entertain myself.  It's just that I am not used to it and don't know how to fill it. I always end up spending all my time on the computer and then regretting not doing something else.
     The day is warm but the sky is still dark gray and it's saying there is yet another storm moving in to hit tomorrow.  Joy!  I know we need the water but I need sunshine pronto.  Hopefully Spring will be upon us soon. I am ready for blue and sun.
      I really am not sure what I want to do. Read. Watch a movie.  take a nap. Work in my yard. Clean the house.  hmmmmmm
      Maybe I will just putter around the house and appreciate the quiet and nobody needing me for anything.  That doesn't happen often.  Guess I'll take advantage of it somehow.
      What I do know is that I have been smiling since I got out of bed and I really don't know why I'm so calm and peaceful today but I'll take it.  Wish I could be so peaceful everyday.