Saturday April 26, 2014....  


   Rainy day today.  It has also been cold. I could do without the temperature changes of spring I think. The day has been good although I haven't done much today.  The laundry is half done and the dishes got done.  That's about it.  I did color today which tends to take up a bunch of time.
    Last night I ate at Zupas and had the Wisconsin cauliflower soup and it was delightful. I also had the Turkey Cranberry sandwich  which was also wonderful.  I haven't eaten there before but I think I will be wanting to eat there again.
   Doing ok despite the fact there is mere weeks left until I am faced with being homeless with my kids.   I haven't been able to find a job paying more than what I am making now and don't make enough to pay for rent or a mortgage.  I'm sure we'll be ok though.  When all is said and done. At least I'll be divorced and can start making a new start of things on my own.  I'm excited for the unknown of it. 
    He says he's excited too.  I hope when it's done I have enough to make a life for my kids. I hope I can find a better paying job as well.  I want to support myself.
    Rainy day.  Too cold as well.  Wish I had of stayed in bed. Trying to keep an open mind on the future. Trying to keep a smile on my face. They say we make our own happiness.