Friday May 23, 2014....


    Happiness is not over rated.  I have felt so good this past week.  Even court couldn't bring me down. The smile on my face feels so right.  Sometimes I don't even notice that I'm smiling.  I just find myself with this big grin.
     Boy two has managed to already completely declutter the living room and start on the dining area. At this rate I won't have to do much ha ha.  We have to get as much as we can from the house so I can find a place to move. I can't be here forever.  I also need to find a second job or better paying job so I can keep up on the rent.  Something will work out.  I believe God has my back.
     The ex was bothering me and I said we just needed to try and go on with our lives.   I told him that I have already moved on with mine.  He says "good for you"  don't know if it was sarcastic or not. Don't care.
      He kept telling me I'd be happier than I had ever been, when I came to live here with him. I guess I just had to leave him to actually be happy because now I am definitely happier than I have ever been.  Now I just want to have some stability and a place to live.  Oh ya, we are moving right on with our lives. I'm so happy to finally be doing so.