Tuesday June 3, 2014....


    Day off since I work on Saturday.  Don't want to work on Saturday it's going to drain 8 hours of my limited time with my baby.  Oh well gots to pay the bills, always a slave to the paycheck.
    I have been so happy lately that I run out of time in my day before I have time to sit down and blog.  I am getting the house DE cluttered and ready to be put on the market.   I still have a lot to do and don't know why it seems like I've done nothing so far. Tayson has completed the front room, dining room, and started on the kitchen yesterday. It looks so much better.  I still need to paint and do something with the yard.
    The kids are all good.  Today is their last day of school then out for the summer. Lucky's! I wish I was out for the summer!  Oh ya I know, the paycheck.
     Not everyone is happy for me that I am so happy.  My mother says I should concentrate on my kids and not be seeing anyone.  She says I should just be single.  Alone for life like her.  No thanks.  I have never done what I was told and a couple of haters aren't going to stop my happiness train.  My honey makes me very happy and I have waited a long time to be with him.  I want to spend the rest of my days taking care of him.
      It's so strange with him I don't feel like I have to be someone I'm not.  I don't feel like I have to do certain things or do them a certain way just to please him.   I feel so safe just being me. Like he will love me no matter what I do or say.  He also doesn't call me names and make me feel awful about myself for no reason.  He just makes me feel like I can accomplish anything.   I am madly in love with him.  I know I never thought I would be with anyone again.  He's not just anyone though.  He's everything.