Wednesday..

December 2, 2015...

   I am pretty happy about this year coming to its conclusion.   I really thought this would be such a better year for us but nope.  The ass ex still hasn't stood up and paid what he was ordered in court and I'm so bogged down paying off the loans I was forced to get because of it that I can barely feed my kids.   rant over.   Sorry I have just never known such a scumbag in all my life.  Can't believe I never saw it.  Moving on though, hopefully something will come up and I can at least feed them since they once again are getting no Christmas.
   I can't wait until my love gets home from work. He always makes me feel better.  Calm and safe. I sure love him.  He's the only good thing in my life besides my kids.
    Winter has come and it is cold. Sure wish we could have gotten our new windows so we didn't have to freeze again all season.  Maybe next year.  That seems to be my motto.  "Maybe next year.."
If only once, just once someone would see me and give me a break and hire me making a decent wage.   ha ha One can dream....