Wednesday

December 9, 2015...

    As Wednesdays go I guess today was not lethal but it was not my favorite either.   It was the energizer bunny day, just goes on and on.....   When it finally ended I was pretty exhausted from sitting around talking on the phone. I don't even know how that works. But I can barely keep my eyes open.
    The girl is seeing her Donor so I have a quiet evening planned.  When she gets home it will be more reading and questions. We have to get her book report turned in this weekend and I am hoping she gets better reviews than the last but her teacher is pretty strict. I have just found out that they are getting rid of No child left behind and if that happens I'm gonna have to step up my game as a parent making sure she gets through school.  It's almost harder than going yourself.
  Parenting.  I guess nobody ever said it would be easy.  The easiest part was the first 5 years when I sat around thinking it would be easier as they got older.   It hasn't.  If any thing it has gotten harder. I worry more. When they were little I could protect them, but that is no more.
    Christmas is almost here and we still have nothing for the kids. Good times. I really need a job that actually pays me something. (Besides poverty level)  I wish I could find the ultimate job.  I'll keep looking while I'm already employed so I'm able to pay the bills and buy food but otherwise I wonder if the perfect job exists at all. Probably not...