Monday

November 21, 2016...


    Today has been wet all day. With the wet of course also comes cold with dark gray clouds spread  before us.   This is not my weather. I need sunshine for at least a bit. I cannot have dark all day long, it makes me want to roll up in a blanket and climb back into bed.   I of course had to work all day. Traffic was traffic in Utah. Everyone panicking because there is water on the roads.. looking forward to the snow. 
     Once at work I always feel as though the prison doors have just closed. Chain myself to my desk and I'm there for the long haul. I wish I made more money. I know I don't do much of anything but I feel since I'm chained to the computer (or more accurately the phone) I should get paid more for my time. Hopefully someday soon I'll be able to move up. Maybe when J starts going to school out here I can find a job that is closer and I won't have to worry about traffic so much. For now though I hate it and no matter how I try, I always make it home with plenty of road rage.  The flip side to that though is that I'm always so grateful to see my house that I can barely stand it.  I'm pretty sure I'm a hermit.
     The fam is all doing good. Thanksgiving is coming up and we are doing our annual two dinners.  Wish us luck. I'm really needing to get all the fixings and not really sure when I'm gonna get money to do it. Hoping I get a deposit tomorrow so that the shopping will happen. Otherwise people might have to bring more than they really want.
     I wish I could find some energy. Energy drinks and coffee don't really seem to do anything for me since I have Dr. Pepper for blood. Ha! I need to be working out and I also need to  be cleaning my house getting ready for everyone to get here.  I know it will all go over great and I'm hoping we don't get any bed bugs from them. Maybe we can vacuum the furniture and floors when they leave in hopes nothing survives long enough to lay eggs.  Good times!!