Monday

December 5, 2016....


     Monday done and almost gone. I was not ready for Monday and really don't know what happened to the weekend but I'm pretty sure we weren't meant to just work, never having any time to see the world we live in or to spend time with the people we love doing things in nature or at home.   Nope it's nothing but work.
     Today was of course busy for the segment I came from. They didn't make me take those calls today but I swear every time they do I want to just leave and I can't anymore no matter the anxiety. My FMLA is over. I haven't gone to therapy since before Halloween so I don't think they would renew it. I don't miss the therapy and am glad I'm not going anymore but I wish the whole dreadful thing hadn't happened. I swear that man ruined me and now has everyone convinced I'm the one that did everything. I saw on his facebook page a statement, "It's the one cheating that is right in another relationship while the other one stays to heal and clean up the mess." I had to laugh because I think I had posted that shortly after he finally moved out after cheating on me.   Good times!
    I'm hoping the rest of the week it slows down so that we can get some relaxing done before the new year which is our biggest time at my work. Excited for the new year though so that I can get more time in my bank since my last day is scheduled the Tuesday after Christmas. Another four day weekend and I am already counting down which is not good by all means.