Started a new blog, and haven't written here for some time. My new blog is all about finding happiness in yourself. I also have recipes, motivational memes, poems, short stories, all about me. I occasionally tell my story. Parts of my trauma and how I rid myself of the negativity and replace it with positive light.
Good stuff. Learning why I have felt like I always have about certain things in my life. Mostly religion. It never made sense to me. Instead of listening to the talks I would look around me at the people and wonder who was there because they actually believed or if they were only there because that's what they were raised to believe.
I was raised to believe but never did. Wondered why we were told we were getting Baptized into the church, yet everyone said they were proud of our decision. Decision? I didn't make no decision. I was told that is what I was doing. I was 8. What was I going to do?
Anyway the more I love me, the more I realize that I always knew I had a purpose that was beyond my comprehension. It still is but I am more directed on my path. I know where I want to go. I know what I want to be. I also know how to get there.
I love to make people smile. I greet coworkers as though I were a cheer leader. I smile at everyone including strangers. If I find myself being negative, I try and think of the silver lining in whatever situation has me down. Once I find it I focus on it and I get through it with a smile.
I'm definitely a warrior this year. Stronger than I ever thought I could be. More determined than I ever thought possible. I can see it in my head. Paying my bills. Fixing up my house. I can see myself painting my deck and replacing boards and making it better.
I am focused. Positive thoughts keeping my happy and calm. Seems that even though everything seems to be falling apart I don't feel that way. I am peaceful and calm. Im focused on my goal and figuring out ways around my road blocks. Look at me, Miss. Positivity
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