Wednesday November 6, 2013...

    Today I was trying to be upbeat and happy, at least more happy than I was yesterday.  I managed it most of the day although my customers were trying my patience all day.  I guess everyone has their days but I would just like to repeat Monday as far as customers calling in. 
     Got my sons tooth fixed today and was able to feed my kids some take out for a change.  All in all a pretty good day.  I am really tired though and plan to be getting to bed earlier than normal.  Hoping I won't have more of the weird dreams I had last night.
     I am grateful I was able to get my son to the dentist, grateful we could have take out for a change, and grateful it didn't snow today.  I am grateful as always for my family and friends and my wonderful children.
     I am grateful that no matter what tomorrow will come and someday I will find my path.  I am grateful I am strong enough to smile when I am feeling like crying and grateful that when I am literally dizzy from the stress I can calm myself with a deep breath and a prayer.
     I am grateful for my job and it's paycheck no matter how small and I'm grateful they offer insurance so I don't have to pay for Obama's.  I am grateful he won't be president forever and pray the next one will be better.
     I am grateful we had a warm place to lay our heads tonight and that I can afford to pay my gas bill.  I am grateful I got my leaves cleaned up before it got cold.  I am grateful ORS finally got my some money from the deadbeat and that will hopefully start going better.  I am grateful this nightmare is almost over and no matter what happens in court, I am moving forward with my life.