Tuesday March 11, 2014.....


      Happiness
                 Isn't about getting
                 what you want all
                                          the time.
                 It's about loving what you
                 have and being grateful for it.


    I sure am trying.  Keeping a smile on my face and when something breaks thinking, at least I still have all this other stuff.  Everyday isn't easy but you move past it I suppose.
    The week has just begun, it's my weekend to work.  As it sits I am scheduled to work 6 days which puts me 8 hrs overtime.  Good for the paycheck but not for the mind and it always makes for a long week.  Hopefully they will send me home really early tomorrow.  or they can send me home part of Saturday that would work as well.  Wishful thinking.  I'll be happy when I get the check though.
     I need to get myself back on budget with the bills so I know exactly what is owed and get it all paid.  I've done it before I can do it again.  I need a second job which I would really rather do from home but I don't know how to get such a job.  If anyone out there reading this knows please feel free to leave a message :)
     I am indeed grateful for many things.  I am grateful for I have all the blessings I do and sometimes can be a bit forgetful about it. I need to take control of my life and get myself the things I deserve.  Like a real vacation, a car that works right, and a place to call home.  That's all I need.  Then at least the stress would be less. ..   I think....