Friday July 4th, 2014.....


    Independence Day!!!   I love the BBQ's and hanging out with family and friends. I don't so much like the fireworks everyone does in the streets all over town but the big boomers at the park are cool.  I don't like fighting the crowds though and we don't have Jazmin this weekend so we are just hanging out here relaxing.  We have been to a BBQ already and I was so hot.  It is most certainly July.
     Things are going good with me. The kids are doing good too except Son 1 is still struggling with something. Son 2 is going for a month to see his Dad in Oregon. He leaves on the 16th and returns on like the 18th or something of August.
      Work is work but I need a better paying job. I really need to get out of here and get on my own. I hate being here still. We have no privacy and people are always coming through the house. Rusty is starting his drama and I'm sure that is not going to stop anytime soon because he is jealous and I'm sure the regret is rocking him pretty hard right now. Not my problem, I'm done caring what he is doing. I have my own life that is so much more peaceful and wonderful than I thought I would ever find.