Saturday July 19, 2014....


    Nothing on the house yet. We thought we may have a buyer but haven't heard anything all week. Nobody has been through either which is kindof worrying me, not that I like the constant interruption in my life.
     Haven't heard anything on papers and nothing about the 401k.  I don't know what is going on but don't want my lawyer racking anymore money on the bill so I refuse to call and see. Almost everything I own is being packed and drug out to the disgusting garage.  yay.  I guess it does look better for people coming through the house but I really didn't want everything we own out in the garage. Oh well moving on....
     Life is good but stressful.  I haven't found anything for rent that I can even begin to afford and I have no idea what job to get in the evenings that will pay enough to cover rent.  I'm pretty much at a loss.  The days just go on and I'm still stuck in limbo. Can't wait until we are actually homeless and it is all truly over with.  Then and only then I will figure out which path I'm supposed to take.
  I wish I could explain to certain people why I don't want their money, why I  want to pay for everything yourself.  I've been called a money grabbing bitch for so long I really do not ever want that being said about me again.  I need to be able to support myself.  what to do.... what to do....