Monday July 28th, 2014....


     And it begins.  The ex is wanting the daughter for the rest of the summer.  She told him she was excited to go visit. Nothing I can do to
keep her here if she doesn't want to be here.  First time she has ever told him she wanted to go.  Makes a person wonder....
      At least she is older and can let me know if anything is going on that shouldn't be otherwise she'll just have to deal with him never being there, leaving her sitting at strangers houses to be babysat and basically ignoring and neglecting her.  Good times.
      God I can't wait until it's over and they are all 18. I can't wait until I don't have to be responsible for all this.  They can see him or not their choice.  I am praying for a lot of things to be over lately.  Like I would really like to get my money and get out of here so that nightmare is over.  I would really like boy 1 to either jump on board and be happy for me or get his place and take responsibility for himself. I would really like boy 2 to graduate so I can stop worrying about him as well.
      I really wish that Jazmin's Dad would just disappear because he is not a good Dad. I don't know if I can deal with him for another 8 + years. I would rather he leave without a trace than be in her life.  He does it to be spiteful and we all know it.  He was a horrible Dad to Zack yet Zack still goes to see him I don't get it....