Saturday

January 30, 2016...


    Funny how you can just be living your life happy as can be and bam just like that your whole world gets dumped upside down. This is the thing I was really liking about being single.  Total control.  
    My loves oldest and his girlfriend moved into my basement a week ago.  I told them they could do laundry on Tuesday and Thursday, the driveway is ours you can park on the road, and don't have your tv up blasting with your surround.
    The weekend comes and they are doing their laundry, I said "is it Tuesday or Thursday?"  and they are like "no but you weren't using it so we can do what we want"  I of course freaked out and made them remove the laundry and reminded them they have Tuesday and Thursday.  Two days later and they have the tv up so loud its shaking my house and I scream down a couple times to turn it down but nope.  So I stomped on the floor and then screamed to turn it down.  Also they have moved my garbage cans and parked two cars in my driveway so now my love has no place to park.
     I complained to my love, who is out of town til God knows when, but he of course just lets the little brat do whatever he wants.  The boy texted me a couple days ago saying he can do what he wants and I'm just a joke and called all my kids names, took me right back to the rusty days, verbal abuse, emotional abuse, mental abuse. Spent the entire day yesterday after work locked in my bedroom because for the first time since we bought it, I no longer feel like it is my house or that I'm even welcome here. I think I shall be leaving soon and it breaks my heart that our great relationship will be over just because of his need to be a friend rather than a father.