Friday!!

March 11, 2016..


   Had to leave work again. Migraine I think,  It hit pretty hard and I was needing to throw up within minutes of leaving work.  I made it to my moms where I also took a little nap while waiting for the girl to come home from school.
   I'm feeling slightly better and I got my meds today so things hopefully will start getting better. I'm tired of being sick.  I'm tired of shaking uncontrollably every time I experience any stress or chaos.  It's ridiculous.  Hoping for better things with the meds back in my system.
   It's my weekend without the girl and all I ever plan or do is sit in my room.  Alone doing nothing.  We don't really like going out and everything is so expensive.  I have enjoyed the last couple times we went out though.  Olive Garden and we went to Dry Creek Steakhouse for the first time it was delicious.
    Seems like lately my love is always getting side tracked with his kids or whatever and we end up fighting or not spending any time together.  Either way I hate it.  Maybe once spring is here things will start looking up.  The boy starts his job tonight I think, I hope.  I thought he started on Wednesday but ended up only having to go over and get his uniform and the tour and meet the people he's going to be working with.
    The other one of mine is at work as well as my love and his boy.  The girl just left to visit her Donor, so it's suddenly very quiet. I'm freezing so I'm considering taking a shower, or starting laundry, I haven't really decided yet. Maybe I'll just watch t.v.  Hmmmm.....
     No children to take care of.. plenty of chores to do but no energy to do them... that hot shower is sounding more and more delightful..