Thursday..

March 24, 2016....


  Well today has been pretty good so far. I only had to work half a day and I wasn't on the phone for an hour of that time. I got fed donuts for breakfast and hotdogs and chips for lunch. My mother took me and the girl to lunch and now I am home waiting for the time to leave for Clearfield.  It's the nephews birthday today.
    I have a four day weekend and it's Easter this weekend so I am having a really good day.  I need to dye eggs with J. tomorrow before she leaves for her donors house. She is coming home early because she didn't want to stay at his house for Easter day she wants to be home. I don't blame her.
   Now if we can just reduce the number of people living here. I am fairly certain that the oldest isn't moving out any time soon regardless of what I keep being told. As with the others he isn't gonna want to go live somewhere else when he can live here and do whatever he wants to my house and in my house. It's now just a party house and doesn't matter what I say about it. I can move or ignore it I guess those are the options I can see.
    I'm hoping that it is soon though and I can get things back to normal.  Maybe then I won't be so sick all the time. Not as much stress going on when he isn't living here making my home the party house.   He has more people over than I do and I own the place!  It's ridiculous!!!
    Things have been going ok for us so I am hoping that we are through the rough patches although there are always more. It's what makes us tough and helps us grow. I wish that my kids would just let go a little and find some joy in the world around them instead of always being so angry and miserable.  I know that T is trying but it seems like K can be miserable no matter what the circumstances are.  He hates everything and everyone, has no friends that he goes and hangs with although he does go out now and then its few and far between.  Pretty much reminds me of my older brother. Fun. Need to find them help.
     Heading out for the nephews birthday party. Traffic will probably be the death of me.  I despise it already and I'm still in my house. I can hear it out there. I know what to expect I live here in traffic land.  Between the soccer games, home & car shows, Clubs, and bars, we are getting used to all the traffic but I really don't like it.  Here goes nothing....