May 12, 2016...
Well we put up eviction notices on Monday for L and although he has finally decided I'm serious and not had friends over all week, and been absolutely quiet down there so far I still want him out of my house.
I don't know where he is going to go and that is scary for him but I can't live like this anymore. I shouldn't of had to ever live like this. The medication is starting to level off but I'm not sure if I feel any different. I am not cold as much so that is good but I haven't really noticed a change in my moods or out look on life.
I'm sleeping worse than ever the last few nights and I'm not sure if it's anticipation of him getting out and what will transpire with that, or if it's the meds. I just want to sleep through the night again and stop having panic attacks and anxiety. Is that so much to ask for?
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