Wednesday..

May 25, 2016..


   Got written up at work yesterday, even though I had already discussed said issue with HR and was told not to worry about it. Today I was so depressed over the whole thing I just stayed home in bed. In fact I have only left my room a couple of times to use the bathroom and get my daughter to school.
   Got her registration papers all done and printed even though it was a pain in the ass. Now I need to call UNUM because I was trying to log on and it said it would send an email but I never got it and now I can't logon. Me and electronics don't like each other.
   I'm am starving and need to go and pick up my prescriptions even though it will cost me probably more than I even have. I hate needing all these pills. The Zoloft is starting to kick in though and things aren't so bad for me health wise. I haven't had a full blown panic attack for atleast 3 days. Still can't breathe very well. Still trembling.
   Kids are all still here and living under my roof. All of them. The only one guaranteed to leave in the fall is B and she isn't even the one I want gone. I would prefer the two oldest be out on their own but whatever. I don't think they are ever gonna leave.