Tuesday December 17, 2013....

     Tis the season...  wish it felt like it.  I am usually all into the Christmas Carols and cookie making.  Shopping and wrapping.  Maybe that's it, no shopping or wrapping going on. I have no money.  Short of  a Christmas Miracle I'm not going to have any money anytime soon.  My kids will soon see a very sparse Christmas. But Grinch says its maybe not found in a store so I suppose we can make the most of it.
      I am thankful we are here and mostly healthy for the holidays and that the bills are mostly paid.  I am thankful for my job that gives me a paycheck no matter how small it is.  I am thankful for the coworkers that make it ok to be there.  I would rather work at home though.  Wish I could ask Santa for that... a job working from home getting paid lots of money.  ha ha Yes!
     I keep feeling like there is something I should be doing but then I get on here and I don't know what it is.  I wish I could figure it out because I sure need something more.  I would love to write a book.  I would love to sell my crafts online.  Either way if it was successful I would be happy with it.  I don't know what to write though. 
     I was wishing today that Winter was almost over.   It's so cold and gray and inverted and miserable.  I am eternally grateful that it hasn't snowed too bad, and that the storm we had a couple weeks ago left enough to make it winter, but I am done with it.  I know.  A lot of people like it to be wintry white for Christmas which I don't get. It has nothing to do with Jesus.  I guess it must be the Santa part.  I could live without seeing snow again.  Wouldn't bother me at all.