Saturday January 11, 2014....


   Today has been a dismal day full of laundry and washing dishes and paying bills with money I don't even have.   I have laughed several times and smiled most of the day because guess what?  Somehow it will all work out.  I don't know how.  I don't know what I'm gonna do, but somehow everything will all work out and if it doesn't I'll deal with it as it happens.
      We don't have any money to go anywhere but we had a game off and played Life, Yahtzee, Hold on Eric, and Uno.  My daughter won me on most of them.
      Again, we had a really good day I just wish it could have been a little longer.  I am not ready for it to almost be Sunday.  I don't like Sunday because Monday follows it and I really just don't want to be trapped there.  I need to find a relaxing second job so that it's not so bad to be working my entire life away.
      Happiness, I am finding, while impossible to have every minute of every day, is certainly easier than being miserable. Frowning and stressing gives me such a headache, and I swear has something to do with my neck hurting so bad all the time too.