Tuesday January 7, 2014....


    Happiness is being able to finally get the heat bill paid.  Especially since the temps are being so ignorant of our comfort.   We also had food to eat today and that is also a good thing.
      Tomorrow is Wednesday, I wish it were Friday but I will hope for the best that it will be an ok day.  I swear once you punch in for the day you are trapped there in hell for so long it hurts.
     I love the company so I really wish I could find something else I liked there, that kept my schedule but didn't require being on that phone at the desk for 8 hours straight.
     My back is always hurting and my neck is a nightmare.  I have felt pain in my arms for 3 solid days and I don't see it easing any time soon.  But I am grateful to have the job and hopeful that things will start going better there.
     I have tried to smile a lot today and it did help the day go a little smoother.  Not much better exactly but  smoother.   I think people are a little less bitchy when you are smiling.
     I can't believe we are already a week into January.  I can't believe that we are in 2014.  What am I gonna do with my life?  What path shall I choose to support my  kids?  This is my year and it's time to get it started .....