Tuesday January 28, 2014...


   Happiness is knowing that at least for the next couple days you can feed your kids.   Today has not been the happiest of days for me because I have felt somewhat sick but after checking the bank account I am at least grateful
we have some food.
    I will keep smiling at least for the next few days, until that food is gone and the kids are asking for something to eat.  Then I'll have to worry again.  I don't like to worry about things it hinders the happiness from hanging out.
    Hope this year starts getting better than the last 3.  I don't know how much more of this I can take and especially on my own. They say God doesn't give you more than you can handle.  Between you and me I just really think God sees me handling far more than I am really capable of.  I'm glad he thinks so much of me but I wish I felt the same for myself.