Wednesday October 9, 2013...

   Today was a really good day.  Work went fairly quickly, they gave us pizza for lunch, Jazmin had parent teacher conference and her teacher has nothing but good stuff to say about her.  She didn't go with her Dad so I got extra time with her, we had food to eat for dinner, a roof over our heads and heat and electricity.
    I may have said "idiot" today and lost my temper while helping with homework and wasn't being listened to but all in all I took deep breaths in traffic and tried not to get in a rage. It worked.  Today has also been cold and cloudy and rainy which tends to bring my mood right down anyway.
     Mostly today I am greatful for my life.  Even though I often feel someone should shoot me, I found out this morning that a neighbors friend
shot himself in the head in their backyard. How awful is that.  He had cancer and was in pain, but still to do that and leave the mess for you family and friends to deal with...  so I am greatful to be alive.
     Tomorrow I am going to try and smile more during work, that seemed to work pretty well in dealing with the lovely customers.  :)  see  'lovely customers' instead of idiots... its improvement