Tuesday December 10, 2013....

    My car is worse everyday,  I don't know where to get money to get it fixed, and my washer broke today too.  Froze, and hopefully just a pipe broke but I am broke.  I will admit I hid away and had a crying fest.  Then I got up and wiped away the tears, (they were not producing any cash) and decided it was much easier to just smile.  That's right you heard me.  I can't do anything about it so instead of stress, I'm going to smile.  :)
     I am thankful that even if I can't wash my clothes right now, atleast I can still dry something, and I still have heat and electricity and a roof over my head.  I am thankful that the holidays will be here soon and hoping next year I can make them far merrier than this year.
    I am thankful I will be going to bed with a full belly and everything else I truly need. I am thankful for my family and for their endless patience with me.  I am thankful for everything I do have and everything I will have some day.
     I am thankful that time heals wounds and that even when I am down I can still smile.  I get closer every day to finding my true passion and putting it to use. I am driven I just don't know what I should be driven about but I need to be doing better in this life.   I am thankful for life.  I am thankful for Jesus and for everything he does to get me through each day.  I am going to head to bed now.  No clean clothes but a smile on my face.