Monday

April 11, 2016....




    I really need to get my act together. I have to get this house sold and get moved out somewhere on my own.  Guess I'll be needing my brother to try and sell the house and hopefully this one will sell faster than the shack (which is still unsold)
    I can't keep living here and since it's my house I really have no other options but selling.  I can't just walk away because I wouldn't even be able to get an apartment with the house on my credit.  So what to do?  What to do?
    Maybe I'll kill over dead and not really have to worry about selling it.  At that point my credit wouldn't matter anyway.  I'm sad and confused and keep praying for death but it never comes. Even when I am in so much pain I can't even breathe. Still kicking though.... yay me!!