Tuesday

April 5, 2016...


     What a week already and it's only Tuesday.  Yesterday I was dealing with the ex and the tax situation, which to be honest I still don't know what's going on with it... Plus ORS called 5 times and didn't once leave a message about who was calling,  what they need, nothing...
       My mind is slipping quickly and I feel like I'm always in a fog. I can't remember what I do from one moment to the next and work is stressing me out so much it's unreal.  I have been working on a different project and while it is nice to work at your own pace and not stare at the wall I miss the quiet of my supplies and securities. I miss being able to read and I miss my friends.  Well most of them.  I like this team too but the people I work with are usually pretty good. I was looking forward to being done and going back to my team and was told today that not only has my scores dropped but I only get to go back to my team for a week and then I get to go and do another project for another 2 weeks. Although this one I just have to call and tell people they should receive a letter. It won't be roses I guarantee, I feel like you never know the whole story until you get there.  Still, grateful to have a job but really, really wishing that I wasn't so stressed out there all the time.
      Things here are still just as stressful.  Boy 1 is still living in the basement, friends here all day everyday.  Noise that nobody notices apparently but me and my kids. Boy 4 is still sleeping on my couch, now working though but still hasn't paid any rent.
     Fun stuff!!